rain rain rain and then company LOL

It seems to have rained for ever with only a day of shine tossed in randomly!  encouraging me to be lazy and slow~

saturdays are for sure my favorite day now that i work and only one child (who is the easiest to get along with) at home.  I can stay up late on friday and sleep late on saturday and do what i want all day long EXCEPT when 

agreed to have dinner for a nephew and his family! love em, i really really do but now i must go clean and shop and clean and prepare~ wish entertaining came more easily to me cause i do enjoy the company 

added a followers gadget  ...so much to learn out here ... and so many wonderfully creative people living in blog land!

windy feelings

Do you have days where you just dont like many people maybe ..

Maybe it starts with being upset with yourself...

Perhaps but it is hard to recover from one of those moments.  You feel the judgement from all sides and its not good thoughts either.

at this moment i have to remind myself that its not about feelings...that feelings are like wheat in the wind * perhaps i just need to change direction of the winds...

Momma and Fur Friends! They all die

you know what...the last 10 days have been rather crappy if I might say...

starting with 10 year anniversary of our mother's death.  10 years OMG! but it was fun to  hear what all of the family did to acknowledge their love for her...anything from buying a flower to

 attract butterflies to taken a shot of johnny walker...

Then a week ago today my dog couldnt walk straight and was blown up like a balloon.  Turns out after 4 days of vets, test, fluids, crying lots and lots of crying, and $1500.00 that she had cancer and I had to have her put down last thursday.  She really really loved me...she barked when she heard the garage open, she had to sit next to me in the family room and she lived for the moment when she would hear the leash and know she was going on a walk.  It was so hard to loose her that i had to take 2 days off from work and yes I truely wept for two days. 

Boomer road up and down the road with me the year I had to take care of Momma (4 hour trip) and I would go ALOT...she was my friend while raising 4 teenagers and would listen to me cry when they got into trouble or flat out lied.  She didnt like it when i cried but she would stay there with me.  So for 11 years she was a dear companion that I often took for granted...never thinking she was so near gone.  

NO MORE DOGS * they break my heart when they pass...I still have a cat and she is the greatest cat ever...but no more new pets. Perhaps a bonsai...they live really long dont they?