you know what...the last 10 days have been rather crappy if I might say...
starting with 10 year anniversary of our mother's death. 10 years OMG! but it was fun to hear what all of the family did to acknowledge their love for her...anything from buying a flower to
attract butterflies to taken a shot of johnny walker...
Then a week ago today my dog couldnt walk straight and was blown up like a balloon. Turns out after 4 days of vets, test, fluids, crying lots and lots of crying, and $1500.00 that she had cancer and I had to have her put down last thursday. She really really loved me...she barked when she heard the garage open, she had to sit next to me in the family room and she lived for the moment when she would hear the leash and know she was going on a walk. It was so hard to loose her that i had to take 2 days off from work and yes I truely wept for two days.
Boomer road up and down the road with me the year I had to take care of Momma (4 hour trip) and I would go ALOT...she was my friend while raising 4 teenagers and would listen to me cry when they got into trouble or flat out lied. She didnt like it when i cried but she would stay there with me. So for 11 years she was a dear companion that I often took for granted...never thinking she was so near gone.
NO MORE DOGS * they break my heart when they pass...I still have a cat and she is the greatest cat ever...but no more new pets. Perhaps a bonsai...they live really long dont they?
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