My previous post was fun to share with my sister. She had never heard it (obviously) and was really up set that she could've been so self centered! She was only 21 or 22 at the time for heaven's sake. I need to go change the ages of us...we were younger than I thought.
This little space in the world has become a safe refuge for my thoughts. All day yesterday the ideas streamed through my mind's eye. Pictures to focus on or pictures to create. Wonder if it is bad that I spend so much time here or thinking about here, naaa.
Actually wish I could figure out how to make money with this space...others are. That would free me from the dental bondage!
My job was nice, it was interesting and challenging and well paid for 2 years...I am moving into 3.5 years now. Moved to 20 hours from 40 hours. Pretty much left to more the models and little else. No one says anything about opps anymore. Actually they really make me feel like a charity case. In their Christian minds they have to do this...
We use to be friends even before i worked for them. I thought we were friends but actually i just bought into their (wife's) manipulation. I even let them use me. Not that they ever made a comment about how well I was doing in the never before seen industry. They attacked my oldest daughter's character because she had "upset" their daughter. (they had been friends), When my daughter apologized with a multi page letter they said it was not good enough. Damn that whole year still makes me mad. But now our youngest daughters who had been BFF4Ever! had a falling out ... and of course it was my daughters fault. I didn't buy it one second. This time I fought back and told them no they were not getting all the story and that was really the last time we had any kind of discussion. Now we talk only on work...oh and on our faith, she is constantly saying something about religion to see where my heart is there. That makes me say rebellious things...and honestly those are the best times of my work week! LOL
So when my vacation is over I will come home and spend 20 hrs a week looking for work that will be satisfying even if it is less money....off to the coal mines.
Lol I can hear Mr. B snoring when I get up to go to the bathroom...I bet if I left my bed room door open I could hear it...but it wouldn't wake me I sleep through anything. HAHA I always just assumed you were a heavy sleeper like me!! :-)
ReplyDeleteI know your fellow work "buddies" are lame, but at least now you don't have to deal with it 40 hours worth a week!!! ;-)
ha! and that is one way to look at my work issue!
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