Another Monday gone shew..but one more monday completely wasted and wished away ...I will want it back that last day here. I will say damn why did I wast those days and wish them away.
tired of working so hard to not work hard at: dieting, being healthy, cleaning house, dreaming of a wonderful yard filled with beautiful flowers...
tired of reading others blogs and liking them better. Seeing their creativity and measuring mine against it and ALWAYS coming up so damn short ~HA~ which leads me to tired of really being TOO short LOL another couple inches and I wouldnt be TALL for sure but I would be less fat LOL
tired of relationships in general. they take a lot of effort and wear me out. they are certainly the most important things in my life but i feel as though i am the only one aware of how important they are...
tired of going to a job that isnt what i want to be doing and smiling and hating my tiny little paycheck because my hours have been cut ~ then working more to get the work completed and knowing I will only be paid for 20 cause good paying business is so slow.
tired of looking for a job and wondering if it is something in my resume or just because i am a freakin "senior" that i am not getting at least a call back...
tired of this house w/ 5 bedrooms and rooms being filled with stuff! that i dont even want ~ I inherited when my mother died and the mother guilt and lack of grandchildren or even children that would want it ~ wanting to get it fixed up and usable but NO money cause back to that damn job I really dont like with the little paycheck.
tired oh so tired of the administration right now it worries me to death that americans have become so complacent ~ it worries me that socialism is walking right into our country with a hand up from the clueless people
*it scares me that defense of our nation and her people is not even in the top 20 priorities for BHO! Windmills are! what the hell are we gonna do with windmills when the bombs start going for us*
tired of circles in my life ~ most especially the thinking circles~ cause they lead to living circles.
see there goes the creak in the floor to let me know my husband is up now and "my quiet" is done for now....
probably good because I am musing the same old thoughts ~
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